Blurt It Out!!


Posted on: September 3, 2014

I’m frustrated with life today. Today is that kind of day; sleep deprived, work filled with deadlines, physically n mentally tired, all the while been picturing myself curl up on my bed and sleep!

Told a friend before that i’m unsure of having another kid as i’m too selfish. I cared for myself too deeply that i’m just not willing to sacrifice myself anymore.

I want my ‘me’ time. Which mostly consist of 8 hours sleep, at least 1 hour of alone time, which i could either read a book, surf the net or watch tv without interruptions. Having none of this right now. I think my demand make sense cos it’s for me to survive my daily life. I need space, few moments, time.

There was some quiz on fb on ‘how many kids you would hv’, i took the quiz and satisfied with the result: 1!!

My dear danish, if u read this when u r older, mummy do love u. Just that mummy is so overwhelmed with all the to-do list :((. Mummy hope u will stop hitting mummy soon too huhu.


1 Response to "Frustration"

haha u know what, i took the quiz too and got 2. hmmm i thought i want more..but maybe deep inside it’s not

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