Blurt It Out!!

Being married

Posted on: March 9, 2015

Being married isn’t easy, you are stuck to that person forever! 

Oh there were days we are so hopelessly in love that i thought, oh yeah, i’m lucky, my marriage is fine, i’m happy, i love him…

Then there were days where, i hate him, why he didnt care abt my feeling, oh he doesnt love me anymore, i’m so stupid for being married, and then..

There were days with countless arguments or worse, silence. So then there were thoughts, oh, im going to be a widow, he’s going to leave me, nobody love me, oh what should i do if he leave me…

Pretty much sum up my marriage! Haha

I dont know if this marriage and love going to be forever

But when those bad feelings came, i will try and fight it

Either with words (arguements) or silence (tears)

Bcos i know if i didnt do any of those things

It meant i gave up

And if that happen… Its not forever anymore

So today i shall fight..

One thing i know, i dont regret this marriage, i would do it again, for the love and happiness i experienced, its worth it.

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