Blurt It Out!!

Daily battle

Posted on: January 16, 2016

For 2016, i decided to turn one of my dreams into reality. That is to setup an online shop AND publish an e-book.

All this while i’m only been thinking and saying things like, i wish to hv an online shop and it would be successful cos i’ll give my best.

So i did a fb page.
I registered with etsy.
I bought few stuffs and started to put it online.
I have so many ideas and try to make it a reality.

And since i started it,
I argue with my son everyday, if not every hour.

I get constant headache everyday. I haven’t had them in a long time!

I get angry easily esp when i want to do my online shop stuff and danish want to play

I get so frustrated with myself for not knowing how to handle my roles- as a wife and a mother especially

I fight to hv that ‘alone time so i could work’

Its just so hard

To fight for time

Even if just one hour

Its just so hard

I feel like curling up in a corner

And cry

And i feel like giving up

BUT
I’ve to try

So i’m figuring out how to manage my time

Without having all these negativity

Dang!!!! 

Its just so hard!!! And i don’t want to give up

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